One thing, recently, that has been bugging me, other than this, is the fact that I have been trying so hard with some people to be their friend, to be their for them. And all I hear from them is how they cannot find a friend... And yes, they're complaining to ME about how they're done with friends, and how they don't trust anyone, and don't want to hang out with anyone anymore, and that they're building a wall.
I feel like with almost everyone in this community, I have to try way too hard. You know, it's like, moving to a new school, in the middle of no where, where no one has left, or no one new has came in. So everyone has known each other since they were negative zero years old, so their cliques are already made and decided, so you're forced on the outside.
I've been dumped on by so many people it's hard to keep a positive attitude about it, and trudge on. I wish I could say that all I needed was my husband, but that just isn't true. I also need a best friend, to hang out whenever, and wherever, for whatever reason. And I, of course, also need puppy.
Speaking of puppy here is something cute:
|Isn't that just the cutest puppy butt you have ever seen? :)|